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Is he gay what should I do?

OK this has been troubling me for a while now, firstly I`m gay; & there`s this guy, were really close friends & have a lot of mutual friends, & for over a year now our friendship has been quite. sexual, he doesn`t know that I`m gay for fact but(!) he probably knows. Anyway, sometime last year we had to share bed, which have done many times since but(!) just as friends, & first time he said he was sleeping naked, I just said ok & went to go to sleep, he kept nudging me & we ended up falling asleep holding hands, I woke up in morning with hi sleeping on me. Then when he came & slept at mine for the first time we just going to sleep & he slowly pulled my penis out of my boxers & started w***ing me off, I just lay there & then done the same to him; when we both cum blah bla bla we just went to sleep. since then that has happened many times, we have done it on webcam, everywhere we possibly share a bed he even went on webcam when he had a bath, & now I suck him off most times; but(!) recently he hinted that that he wanted me to F**K him because he was laying on his front as always cos I give him a massage nearly every time, but(!) this time he took his boxers off & kind of got in position lets say, but(!) I didn`t, one reason I had no condoms at hand so I just continued to massage & he rolled over & it ended like it always did, but(!) after two times of doing that, we kind of stopped talking to each other & just recently started to talk again which is good.

Now when ever we go out with friends or what ever or over someones house, he finds it impossible to keep his hands off me, he knows I`m ticklish & he will always try to tickle me & it turns into tickle fight; but(!) when ever I say something to him like put an x after a text or <3 once, he just called me gay & he will defend himself if anyone says anything gay towards him which I guess most people do. He has really really close friendship with this girl, who has been in two relationships since he is known her & he always says he loves her & stuff but(!) she also thinks he could be gay, & tbh most people do especially me.

I know I`m rambling but(!) I really don`t know what to do, I love him so much, but(!) I don`t know how to go about telling him without ruining our friendship I think about him every bloody day & It`s driving me crazy lol; He is quite a difficult person to talk to properly, to me It`s like I don`t mean that much to him but(!) he means everything to me.

Just some advice on what you think I should do, Thanks

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