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Am I gay? Bisexual? Or just really horny?

I consider myself straight, at least I did up until recently. Now I just don`t know. I LOVE woman, & have had sex with LOT of different girls. I`ve had some really hot girlfriends, 1 night stands, & less attractive friends with benefits to keep my sex drive at a safe level when i`m single. I play safe, I`m clean. but(!) within the past few years I have become curious about giving head to guy. I tried it years ago, & it took me doing it a few times to realize I liked doing it, & I wasn`t just satisfying some weird curiousity to be on other end of a bj. I LOVE getting bj`s, It`s possibly my favorite thing. So I understood that that fueled my interest in giving one. but(!) over the last two years that desire has grown to a definetine love of doing it. I don`t know why! I have couple discreet friends who let me take out this fetish on them happilly, & i`ve gotten very good at it. I get very into it & I`m very kinky about it; I find myself fantasizing bout acting out my favorite porn scene, where I play the girls role; Weird right? but(!) then once I`m done divulging, I`m back into my straight mode. & through out all my experimenting & playing, I still love woman & I am NOT attracted to guys. Some people argue `your in denial` but(!) no, I look at picture of guy & I feel no sexual attraction or romantic. a naked guy is not hot to me, nor are muscles or whatever. I do become INSANELY horny looking at pictures of girls with curvy butts or big boobs. & I`ve recently considered letting a friend do me anally, becaue he keeps begging & now I`m curious to see how that feels too.
Does this make me bisexual? but(!) if I were, wouldn`t I be attracted to both girls & guys? Why do I LOVE looking at womans body & having sex with her, but(!) NOT looking at a guys body, only sucking him off? LOL
Any insight would be awesome. No, I`m not a lesbo, haha; I am 24 year old white guy. & to answer a question I was asked; the sex I`ve had has been mostly awesome. That could be a contributing factor in my intense sexuality. I have kinda been spoiled sexually over the years; Most guys I know complain that they never get head, never done anything wild, etc; Where as I`ve dated & had friends with benafits that were hooked on giving head, so I have recieved a ton of porn quality bj`s in my day, as well girls who liked anal; & I`ve had 3somes before, with both two guys & one girl, & two girls & me. So may be I did too much awesome stuff too fast & now I`m trying to keep the pace up, lol. I dunno. weird.

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