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I don`t know if I`m gay or not please helppppppppp?

Well I`m 16 year old boy & I keep thinking I`m gay but(!) the thing is before Feburary I was completely into girls 100% straight, I know I was born straight because I even had sexual encounters with girls when I was 5, 1 being my female cousin, we are bestfriends but(!) we never bring it up; When I hit puberty I was so into girls & porn when I seen bj seen I would just skip it to the lick out scene; I had girlfriends & I couldnt get over 1 when we broke up. I always asked gay guys at school why they were gay with all the women in the world. So I was always completely straight; At start of Feb this year I was masturbating to lesbian porn & half way during it I was curious to try autofellatio & I reached & started sucking my penis, I know It`s just masturbation but(!) ever since after it I have been obsessed with my sexuality. I find it hard saying girls are hot & stuff now. When I`m around my guys friends & they say stuff like `thats gay` I get really awkward; I am so obsessed about this, I don`t want to be gay or bi, I would never have a relationship with a guy; I want to go back to being completely sure with my sexuality. When I watch gay porn I don`t get an erection, When I see guys naked at all I don`t get excited, When I think of giving a guy oral sex I take panic attacks incase that`s what I want but(!) I was always obsessed with girls, I don`t get erections to penis` but(!) when I think of giving a guy oral I start breathing really fast & crying. I can easily say I don`t want to suck a dogs dick or a childs because the thought doesnt arouse me but(!) when I think of doing it to a guy I panic but(!) don`t get an erection It`s just I can picture it so clearly. I`m scared incase a guy offers me to give him oral & I say yes. I masturbate to straight porn & I never had gay fantasy during masturbation. I don`t want to think.

When I watch gay porn my penis stays soft;
When I watch lesbian porn my penis gets hard.

But even though I used to love the thought of licking a girl out it seems boring to me now but(!) when I think about it I still get an erection, When I think of giving guys oral I just panic :(

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